I had a lot of boring nights at home by myself in Johnstown too, don't get me wrong... but I'm feeling extra home bound here lately. Yeah, I can go out by myself but to where... shopping? To get starbucks? Those trips out are limited in time too - or I'm stuck in a parking lot half naked for 25 minutes to stretch my time out. Going out to eat? I miss some of the places I frequented back in Jtown. What I wouldn't give for good sushi, mexican, or chinese. But it's hard to actually eat a hot meal at any point, so those things would be a waste to be near anyhow.
So far this week we left the house to go to church, to a chiropractor appointment, and - in an effort to get past budding grumpiness - two walks to take in the fresh air and nice weather.
I think I'd be better about it all if I were more rested and less stressed. I know this will all pass - and too fast when I look back in hindsight - but it would sure be nice to have caught a nap earlier, or to know that I can sleep in tomorrow morning. Heck, just not needing to get up in the middle of the night only to try futilely to get back to sleep would be great.