Sunday, June 26, 2016

It was determined both that Saturday counted as the third treatment, and that the second guy prb didn't treat everything properly.  Needless to say, I will be making a call tomorrow to try and get additional treatments on account for the issues raised as I learned more from this technician, and if not to press to have follow ups every 10 days for my 30 day warranty.  There was nothing to be found and I was reassured that hauling everything out was a good move.  I encouraged him to hose the place down and headed out.  The girls were already at the kennel to ensure their safety.

I had a 3pm appointment at a builder out on 22, but left the house before noon.  I had planned on driving further to a Starbucks to sit and waste time, but when I got just a little ways past I spotted another builder I was looking at that I didn't realize had an office up that way as well.  So, I stopped in without an appointment to see their models and talk with their sales staff.  After I pressed on to the Starbucks, sitting only for a half an hour, before returning to the first builder's location.

We did a quick calculation at the place I had an appointment - the pipedream so to speak.  We're talking $250k before you get the land, cover the utility hookups, and tend to the other items (landscaping/fence/driveway...).  Yeah, prb not.  I could strip way back but I still think that is a lot of cash for what feels like such an unknown.  It also takes long enough to build that I don't know if that is an option or my desire right now.

Today I tried to get back into being productive around the house.  It's pretty warm, but I still pulled out the paint after church and scraped/touched up the concrete block outside and some of the walls in the main part of the basement.  It's something that should help, right?  I'm probably going to need to reclean top to bottom.  At least stuff is out of the way as to make that an easier thing to accomplish when the time comes.

Also today my Favorite Egg tells me he got "tick bombed" behind his house.  Ugh.  What is up with all of the bug plagues this summer?  This needs to stop.

Thursday, June 23, 2016

More disheartening discoveries while emptying the furniture out of the apartment this morning.  As you can imagine, after two treatments, we've not made the progress to the point I would have expected (or wanted).  On a bright note the furniture IS gone, so it should have eliminated some of the issue and will make it easier to execute treatment #3, which has been moved up to THIS Saturday.  This means I had to move my other Saturday appointment.  It also means I am NOT going in there to inventory the things that remain (in the kitchen).  Regardless, still trying to keep my chin up and still praying the fears away.

Wednesday, June 22, 2016

Ew.  Today I had to pull out the shovel to scoop a dead squirrel into a bag from beside my front porch stairs.  It really makes me wonder/worry about the chemicals that pest places use.  It makes me even more concerned that one might keel over in my backyard, where a fuzzy I love very much could grab and chew.

Today I scheduled an appointment for the weekend to talk to a builder.  I dunno if it's really in my desired price range, but I'll at least go see what the other expenses all tally to before I cave and recognize I'm going to have to settle.  The last thing I want to do is bury myself under a mortgage.

Tuesday, June 21, 2016

I got through my Monday afternoon unscathed, which calmed me down a good bit... but it doesn't cure the sadness for the folks who have been 'there' longer than me who walked out the door.  It doesn't leave me in a comfy cozy state for the long term either.  I really need everything else to come together so I am in a better place (literally) when I am voted off of the island.  I have a major breakout case of eczema right now thanks to all of this.

I have things lined up to tend to the larger furniture in the apartment later this week, that's one thing that will be off of the list quickly, thank goodness.  I washed down the metal posts and walls that I plan on repainting in the basement and scraped the loose paint on the concrete block outside this evening.  But still I sit here a little on edge feeling like there is so much I need to do - again with a deadline.  I don't really have the deadline yet, but I'm hoping the all clear will come right at the beginning of July.

Monday, June 20, 2016

Super. The axe is swinging again today. That will not be helping my nerves.
So anxious. Stomach in throat. I just want this all behind me.

Sunday, June 19, 2016

My reasons for suspicions were not unfounded on Friday.  The treatment did take place successfully even though my Favorite Egg had to leave for the wedding before the folks arrived.  I won't go into things here, but I am hopeful that the worst fears coming true I saw on Friday into Saturday morning may get resolved tomorrow.  I'm continuing to praying for favor - He can do all things, as can I - through the strength he gives me.  Now, my brain can go ahead and settle down, thank you very much.

The big day for my Beff was just perfect.  The weather was nice, it was a good time, all executed smoothly despite the hiccups that show up to throw you off in the days leading up - just perfect.  Of course, I couldn't take photos so I'll be waiting to see the professional ones.  The only drawback is that this weekend seemed to really fly, and I feel like my visit with my Favorite Egg was but a few moments.

Friday, June 17, 2016

It is nearly here - my Beff's big day! Wednesday some of us gals from the wedding party went for pedicures. I was long over due, and the gal I had did a great job of carving away at my dry heels. From there Beff and I shared a private dinner over sushi. Last night we gathered things and went to the reception hall to decorate and then I had dinner w/ her new fam at Chili's. Today is the rehearsal!

I'm grateful to have my Favorite Egg coming in, as he can help ensure that some other activities take place tomorrow successfully, even if there is lack of cooperation from other sources. It's been a long and stressful week for me what with the activities related to the house. This stress has given me the start of a lovely eczema rash at my right wrist and the right side of my face. Hopefully it will behave as to not be a feature in the wedding photos.

Sunday, June 12, 2016

Another weekend gone too fast.  I'm home again though.  That is, after running to Altoona for my Uncle's 90th birthday party and then stopping at another Aunt and Uncle's for a visit, since I was in the neighborhood.  I got down there a little early, so I drove past Mum's house.  My sister put the idea in my head.  I was surprised to see the neighboring house has had some remodeling done to the exterior and is back on the market.  As for Mum's place, all I can say is they have learned quickly how much things grow up around the yard/front.  Mum would be twitching at how much it's grown.  But I know it could have just sprung up recently thanks to all of the rain.
That wasn't easy.  I feel mean.  I know though that this is what needs to happen for my own mental well being.  One big step/commitment taken.

Saturday, June 11, 2016

I've been taking advantage of not needing to keep the house pristine every day (I'll have plenty of that soon enough again).  I'm not bragging about it, that's a bad thing, but it's a fact.  I did at least vacuum before bed last night.

While my Favorite Egg is off enjoying one of the big home remodeling supplies auctions I am here for the weekend so I can attend a couple of parties that I was invited to.  First up is a graduation party, and then a 90th birthday party for my remaining uncle on my father's side.  Because everything happens all at once I am not going to make it to the work picnic today, which I've had mixed feelings about in recent years, it just isn't the same w/o friends there.  Yes, yes I still have friends there, but they have kids.

It seems like the kid thing has been a big focus lately (one I could do with less of).  I was worried on Thursday night, when I headed out to attend a "bachelorette party" for Beff and the start of (and many loops back to) the discussions were all about kids, but eventually the conversation became something I could participate in.

Wednesday, June 08, 2016

I'm moved into my new cube at work.  I think if they listed this as you would normal real estate the word "cozy" would be there.  I am at least not smacking my chair off of the keyboard trays, so it's better than what I expected, but tight enough that my mouse tray for the left computer had to go on the left.  Since I spent time left-mousing a few years back when my shoulder was giving me issues it is fairly easy to transition back, unless of course you are then using a VM on that machine, which requires you to click as through right-moused.  I also realized how used to eating while I clicked about I am (I half continental in my eating habits and I think I'd stab myself if I tried to use my right hand for a fork).  I can also say at least I have full height cube walls again, which is mandatory to block out the lights that are every third square in this area.

Monday, June 06, 2016

I had just returned to my desk after eating my lunch and a decently sized spider came walking along in front of me on the desk.  Panicked I threw the chair backwards, jumped up shrieking, and probably let out an expletive.  I did grab a napkin and tried to squish it as it climbed up onto my computer, but when I moved the paper there was nothing to be found.

I leave it to you to decide if I was seeing things or if I rightfully spent the afternoon freaked out that there was a spider silently stalking me from a crevice in my cube.