I just realized that I regularly say masseuse... and I really mean masseur. Never studied French, so... excusez-moi! It's a bit embarrassing to admit this, but it's always a good thing to learn something new. Feel free to correct me if you catch me using the incorrect term again.
My Favorite Egg and I had a good chat today. I struggle to verbalize how I feel about things. When I talk feelings I instantly cry, which is not something I enjoy doing. I know my fears about expressing myself stem from the fear of rejection. (Boo on the people in my past who scared me with such experiences and double-boo on me for allowing them that power by wasting my emotions on jerks.)