I just realized that I regularly say masseuse... and I really mean masseur.  Never studied French, so... excusez-moi!  It's a bit embarrassing to admit this, but it's always a good thing to learn something new.  Feel free to correct me if you catch me using the incorrect term again.

My Favorite Egg and I had a good chat today.  I struggle to verbalize how I feel about things.  When I talk feelings I instantly cry, which is not something I enjoy doing.  I know my fears about expressing myself stem from the fear of rejection.  (Boo on the people in my past who scared me with such experiences and double-boo on me for allowing them that power by wasting my emotions on jerks.)