Let me just say that being a regular hunter/searcher I find things.  I tend to know things.  Found two pieces of information since Friday.  The first makes me sad and angry and uncovers a little bit of vengeful desires that I wish weren't there.  The second makes me just feel incredibly sad and sympathetic.  It's this second piece of information that makes me realize I'm not as bad of a human being as I thought.

If you still read this... I'm really sorry for your loss.