I can't help but let the same thing go through my mind over and over again today... "it's just not fair". Knowing that someone I care about has resolved to losing their most loved one and had made funeral plans... knowing that person dealt with a ton of bullshit from people who treated her like crap until she found this perfect one for her and now he's being taken from her so early. It really... just... isn't... FAIR. Nor is it fair that this person has been suffering. They by far don't deserve a slow and painful death.