Today I nearly lost my mind. It seems like everything needs done all at the same time, and that is the same time that everyone chooses to not bother to reply to my emails, telephone calls and whatnot. I'll never understand how some people keep jobs when they don't bother to complete the actions they are assigned or respond to their coworkers. I sit all day in front of documents and I come home and sit in front of documents. If the end of my degree wasn't insight I don't think I'd make it.

Then the icing on the cake was my paperwork for the next year is still not done. I'm so tired of paperwork and political games. If things can't be approved as is, you re-write it - this will save me a ton of time.

At least I got to destress a little at Wallyball. It was very necessary after screaming through the parking lot just to expel some frustration. I can't do this for the rest of my life. I just can't. Most people think they've made a mistake for NOT going to school and pursuing "something more". Well the life I've built pretty much sucks and I want a do over. I can't make it to September for a vacation. Even my excitement of receiving a paycheck today for surplus vaca didn't keep me upbeat for more than 5 hours.