Still having waves of struggle.  I piled on by accident when I spotted something that reminds me of many years ago -- for someone else.  Then there was preparing a meal and opting to wait until tomorrow morning to go to church only to find I could have skipped cooking.  *sigh*

I do believe God has this.  All of it.  My personal "this", the country's "this" the world's "this".  I know that when I allow it all to get to me I am letting the enemy win -- but still I struggle with the fears welling up.