Today has been rough.  I woke up to a panic attack around 6am.  My mind just roared me awake thinking "what are you doing - you're giving up a place with a fence for your dogs".  I can't bail on things... I just can't allow the fear of the unknown to take away what I've been working towards.

This evening I mowed front and back since it was relatively dry.  Things should look decent for photos on Wednesday.  I also scrubbed the kitchen, bath, and dining room floors, and the shower.  I've cleaned up more odds and ends that hadn't been hidden away.  Tomorrow I dust, vacuum, and do those types of things.  How do I quiet the doubts?