Why when you're already feeling pretty low does everyone seem to take off in other directions?  Last night I tried posting for help with something and went hours without someone even commenting.  Tonight I was all but begging for someone to go eat with and got zero replies.  So I stayed home like a loser and ate a piece of left over chicken.  I know how stupid it sounds, but I feel invisible.

My anxiety isn't letting up either.  I'm already dreading things that are on my calendar this AND next weekend.  I don't wanna, which makes no sense because without those things I'd have nothing to do.