I've been trying to whittle down my options - and managed to eliminate one due to the way pricing works out when compared to other/better options that end up being around the same payment. It is still remaining a futile question because there are bigger issues a foot. I've turned to others I care about for opinions and I keep hearing the same comments/hints, (some more blunt than others).
Then tonight I had an epiphany: for once, I am the girl in the relationship. All of those times back when I was nagged for 'status talks' that I cringed. Of course I knew what it was, they wanted that because they could sense exactly where they stood - they were in deeper than I was. So what does that tell me?
I can't just stand still and wait to be forced out and the only other option is to commit to a direction that forces other things. I also can't sit on a house w/ half of it sitting empty indefinitely. Thirdly, my other wants are kind of screwed either way. I know some things aren't in the cards for some people, but it doesn't make me any happier for the whole thing.