I made it through the rest of my week and made some progress on tasks that had me stressing out a bit, at least the ones at work there was progress. I'm so glad to have gotten to spend time with my Favorite Egg this weekend, but alas, here I sit on Sunday night sad once again. It really does drain my motivation for a few days in the week after we part. I miss him, I want to see him more. There I've said it for the world to hear.
I was contacted by a former coworker and asked about my interest in another position and I sat listening to my internal dialog talking me out of things because my resume is out of date, because I don't have a lot of new skills, because I am already sure I'm not what they're looking for, because there are so many other big things in my world right now that I just can't handle something else like this. I've got to say that I took this inquiry, and statement of "instantly thought of you", as a huge compliment given this person's intelligence and talent. I'm incredibly flattered... which is why I need to get things updated and at least try. I may not get called, but I can say I put myself out there.