This is how messed my head is... as we all know I don't really have many dreams that I'd consider to be nightmares, but the one last night qualified as it had me waking in a sweat and unable to go back to sleep. I must have been kicking around too - because Danika jumped off the bed to sleep, something she rarely does.

So, in last night's dream, probably because of the huge number of anti-versaries that come up around this time of year, I dreamt my ex committed suicide. It was just awful, I'll leave it at that.