Friday night... holiday party... just not feeling it. At least my neck isn't in as much pain, just a little stiff at this point. I dunno, I'm just grumpy right now. So grumpy that I am even thinking once again how much it would cost to get a nose job and fix my eyes. I know I'd feel better about myself if I started to lose weight again, but for who? I know, do it for myself, right? I need more motivation than that.